Annie

"The sun will come out tomorrow...".

Today I took Natalie to see Annie on Broadway.  I bought the tickets back in June before I had any idea David was going to leave.  I should have known something was odd when I bought those tickets.  In the past David was always more than willing to accompany us to any show for which I purchased tickets.  But when I asked him about Annie, he had no interest and told me to take Natalie on my own.  At the time it struck me as odd but not something to set off alarms -- so I quickly forgot about his attitude and just bought two tickets.  Guess hindsight is 20-20!

The seats were in the first row of the mezzanine and were great.  We could look directly at the stage without having to look over or around someone sitting in front of us.  I loved watching Natalie watch the show.  She was grinning ear to ear and singing some of the song right along with the actors.  Too cute! 

Despite not having resolved finances yet (that will be a matter taken up "tomorrow") I bought Natalie a CD of the show and we played it on the car ride home.

David will be here tomorrow to take the dogs to the vet and said that he would resolve the latest financial crisis.  I, however, am not sure that the sun will come out tomorrow.  I can't see how these financial matters will be resolved equitably.  Judging from all the extras we were quite capable of affording before and my not being able to pay the bills with a supposedly equal amount of money that he used to make, I'd have to say that I am not getting an equal amount of money.  He has to be socking away a goodly percentage of his money before taxes so that there is a lot less there to split 50-50.  I can't prove it, but I am sure he is cheating me -- so what else is new.

I talked to Daniel about this briefly and he said that I should calm down and wait until I speak David tomorrow.  He said that he, Josh, and Jessica would not let David get away with cheating me.  I hope this all resolves itself -- I just don't know what to do.  I haven't been able to find a job and can't make money on my own so I am totally dependent on his largess.  It is making me crazy and I hate him for refusing to come yesterday to settle this earlier rather than later.

Will the sun actually come out tomorrow?  I have serious doubts!