The Sun Did Come Out

Okay - I am going to have to learn to be more patient in my dealings with David and stop getting so upset when something goes wrong. 

We sat down this afternoon to talk about finances and I showed him the numbers.  He agreed to give me $4500 every two weeks which is $117,000 per year after taxes or the equivalent of $9750 per month.  Hopefully I will be able to pay the bills and be comfortable on this amount.  He said if other things come up on an emergency basis (like things for my car) or if there are other things I haven't taken into account to tell him and he would take care of it.  Hopefully this will leave him with enough to live on so that he doesn't come and tell me that he needs to cut what he is giving me.

I still don't understand why he just can't live here and move into another room.  It would save us a heck of a lot of money.  What is he getting out of being alone?

I went to Weight Watchers this morning.  My weight is up and down again -- mainly cause I am really not paying much attention to the diet.  I have to start counting points again and writing everything down.  If I don't then I should drop out and save myself the $42 monthly fee.

Saw Jacob this afternoon.  Went over from 1:30 through 3:30 -- I wanted to make sure that I had enough time with David.  Jacob and I took a walk, I pushed him on the swing, and I walked again with him in the stroller - he seemed very zonked out but I don't know if he slept at all.  When we got home we went down to play in the playroom in the basement.  It was fun, but I was very distracted today waiting for my meeting with David.

Now that things are straightened out, I am exhausted.